"stupidest thing you could do to yourself as a man, and as a human being"
:dunno:
"I have borderline personality disorder which causes disassociation, narcissism, self-sabotaging, and since taking finasteride I have been able to rationally control my emotions"
this is the root of the...
Looks like some good early progress. I see it best from comparing 1 and 3 - the camera angles match up better than with 2 imo. Maybe you could use your eyebrow as a reference point going further, like having it bottom left and flat as in photo #3. Will be easiest to track progress. Good luck!