There comes a point where self-acceptance should kick in high gear in order to truly enjoy life again while offsetting those self-esteem issues. Is baldness the problem or is it just the negative perspective on it? Evolution of thought can allow us to cut through illusions we create for ourselves. I don't remember ever wanting to look like a Hollywood movie star as a young child. Now-a-days, envious thoughts can haunt me without realizing it sometimes. I've recently met a complete tipping point where I felt completely vulnerable these thoughts which made me feel completely worthless at times. I've recovered for the most part and I've simply learned a lot about myself during this time. I kind of feel as if I "leveled" up so to speak. I still have a lot to learn on my short time on this planet.