I don't understand... this **** has just crushed me, I don't know how anyone can just live and be happy bald. I do have so many other problems though... without them this could be easier, but anyway, at least in my current situation this is absolute torchery, every day, every minute. How can anyone have genes this bad? Early balding, speech impediment, missing finger, fungus, horrible dandruff and itching, short stature, bad childhood (alcoholic parents) etc. To say that life is unfair is a ****ing understatement. Sorry, had to vent.